THATS JUST IT.

life, in so many instances
has no second chances
people appearing in your life,
causing you to change directions,
make decisions resulting in you
never able to be the same again

then those people walk out,
leaving behind everything they once built
they once tried to built

you may ask why i am writing all these
i realised, if not a little too late,
the toughest thing in life is not to ask for a second shot
at something, a second chance in doing something right
from anyone else for that matter

but finding the reason to give yourself a second chance
finding the reason to believe you will do it right this time
especially when you are in a position where doing it right
is so uncertain, not something whereby you put in hard work,
you can expect things will work out somehow.
i cannot find this reason


will i then now, deny myself of this second chance?

its sad, that its me i cant cross


If I got down on my knees and told you
I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

HEATED

i just finished a heated debate with janice
about morals and perceptions
my brain cells are finished

no more intellectual questions today please

lets do emotional now
i know that there are so many people in my life in ngee ann
who came in and out of my life but left such deep impressions
that i will not forget for the rest of my life
words are only words, but words are all i have
i cannot begin to express how much i cherish each and every one of you
who crossed my path

shirley,weekok,rodney,shuxian
the days of doing rubbish projects at canteen one is over
in fact, canteen one days are over
wherever, however we moved on in life,
i pray that we will always stay in touch
thank you, for giving me an opportunity to care for you
each and every one of you

i appreciate all your uniqueness and talents
i appreciate all your friendship and time
words cannot begin to describe
this ending of a phase but the exciting beginning of all our lives
my friends from ngee ann,
our lives, have just begun!

WHOLE AGAIN

Looking back on when we first met
I cannot escape and I cannot forget
Baby you're the one, you still turn me on
You can make me whole again

Time is laying heavy on my heart
Seems I've got too much of it
Since we've been apart
My friends make me smile, if only for a while
You can make me whole again



its graduation today!
awesome.
and i right now am more concerned with a growing
pimple under my eyelid
it says online that its caused by poor nutrition and stress
or dirty things that touch the eyes

and i already think i knew what
please just dont swell and burst pimple!
i hope it goes away like with at least 20 hours of slp
i shall hibernate

even though im not sure whether i can sleep that long

CAN IT?

will things be simpler?

will i not struggle?

it seems like the right thing to do

tell me its wrong

STOP CRYING YOUR HEART OUT

Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared,
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile,
Shine on,
Don't be scared,
Your destiny may keep you warm,
'Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out

WORTH

ever wonder how people just can make you feel worthless sometimes?
they know what to say and which area to hit just right to make you cringe
bending over in pain looking for a place to hide

i do, and we all do.

today however i give thanks to a person who gave me an injection
of encouragement right when i needed the most
it hasnt been the best week and there has been so much doubts
in my head, cast by people of the past or present

on a side note, caught star trek today with my family
it was pretty awesome
i however am lost when it comes to physics
such as alternate realities, time and space travel theories
my gosh, i just take things that happened as the way they happened

monday has already come,
and this is the start of a great great week
by faith

FINALLY SOME GOOD NEWS

congrats sheng ming for getting into NRA!
&happy birthday dad!
happy mothers day mum!
let there be a stream of good news tomorrow!

the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart cant get enough
thats when i love you,
no matter what.