HOLIDAYS!

its great bumming around, so very great
that im so spoilt recently!

it was mani and pedi directly after exams
then waiting for louis, sm and shaun to finish theirs
waiting includes slacking at home, waking up just to eat
and sleeping just to eat again [:

and it also includes checking my emails everyday!
so awesome.

went over to hajilane that day to take pictures!
and the pictures are up on facebook! [:

post exam activities lined up are lots!

: finish up my presents! (which im doing like mad now)
: chalet
: pulau ubin trek/walk/cycle/phototaking outing
: east coast park cycle/walk/blade
: skate my ass off (not like anyone can do that)
: helping sm diet (swim/run/jump/kick/punch)
: work ]:

of which i havent found any proper work yet
and a 9-5 job bores me to death
its the tradeoff between a good paying job and boring
or a bad paying job thats fun!

i did promise jaz that i will go back to liquid and work
and so i will,
visit me at liquid on the days i work and id get you all discounts!
just text me before you come! [:

theres really no such thing as a good paying job and fun ?
i guess not.

today's junyi's 21st birthday celebration,
i dont really understand how can i forget about it
and only remembered last night
sorry dude!

now i dont really know what to get for him,
21st is supposed to be special,
so im supposed to get something meaningful
im really bad at doing that.

TMNT's on tv, leonardo and rapahel's awesome.
the rat's not bad too.

i should be off to shower and set off to find a present
oh! maybe a tie from G2000. or something.
i remember shirle getting that for guojun.
shall lie on the sofa here a while.

alrights. laters.

FRIENDSHIP

friendships like other relationships
should be carefully maintained to produce fruits

its only reasonable that some people longer to trust another person
and only reasonable that trust may not be mutual

pouring trust, love and faith into any relationship
at any point, is tiring.
friendship is not a one way highroad and must be
constantly renewed with honesty, openness and trust.

dont hide in a shell behind the protective material
because that will just make you unable to withstand storms
as you learn how to come out of that shell
slowly, you will also learn how to fight the strong winds that
may blow you off

some of course, are contented to just stay in there forever
and like nothing they have as they came,
nothing they will take away as they leave

nothing.

TIME

back from lunch and downed two bottles of yakult
so many chapters to clear, i had better start now

cell group's later and after that
i wanted to go stroll a bit in town alone
im helpless am i

no sense of urgency AT ALL

LIFE.

life is like that sometimes
you make choices, you get consequences
just like you choose to go deposit money
you have to face the consequence of leaving ALL
the notes you are studying for monday's paper
at the atm machine

HOW CAN I PLUG THE HOLE OF ABSENTMINDEDNESS IN MY BRAINS?
im disgusted at myself
was i sleep walking yesterday?

to think i reminded myself when i deposited the money that i left a file
at the top of the machine

i lost my little mermaid ring, which i liked super
while it was still on my finger
now my file

i cant be more angry with myself.
i cant really whine to anyone who would listen
so i guess i shall
really
truly
go eat my lunch right now.

RUN WITH THE HORSES

Life is difficult, Jeremiah.
are you going to quit at the first wave of opposition?
are you going to retreat when you find that there's more to life
than finding three meals a day and a dry place to sleep at night?
are you going to run home the minute you discover that the mass of
men and women are more interested in keeping their feet warm
than living at the risk of the glory of God?

are you going to live cautiously or courageously?
i called you to live at your best,
to pursue righteousness,
to sustain a drive toward excellence

it is easier, i know, to be neurotic
it is easier to be parasitic
it is easier to relax in the embracing arms of The Average

Easier, but not better
easier, but not more significant
easier, but not more fulfilling

i called you to a life of purpose far beyond what you think
yourself capable of living and promised you adequate strength
to fulfill your destiny

if you are fatigued by this run-of-the-mill crowd
of apathetic mediocrities,

what will you do when the real race starts?
the race with swift and determined horses of excellence?

what is it you really want, Jeremiah?
do you want to shuffle along with this crowd,
or run with the horses?

RELATIONSHIPS

many enter a relationship with the opposite sex
without an end in mind,
do the maths and one will come to know that the relationship
will have no direction

should one dont have the end in mind,
the relationships may likely end in heartbreaks
why risk your heart?
think slowly and carefully about what you want in the opposite sex

and
never ever get together for the sake of getting together
im seeing it more an more often
when the strong wind blows, the foundation of the relationship will rock
its after all, based on nothing permanent at all


friends, come and go
but its heart warming to always know that no matter how far or how close
you are to your friends at any point of time
some friends are truly there always

you can meet friends you havent had for a long time
but still be able to bare your heart and soul
cause you trust them

sure everyone will have to grow up, mature
have families, yet its doesnt mean that one will lose friends
because true relationships
can withstand the trial of time



and im sure ours will [:

MULTIPLYING.

my anti-virus just told me i have 55 viruses.
so not only the virus is a bitch,
its having puppies.

like shit.
randomly, i want to buy a CD,
or a ticket to france.

A CHOICE.

read this off shengming's blog!
and i truly believe in what our teacher said

finally our favourite marco/micro economics
teacher say something we wont forget.
'growing old is not a choice,
growing up is a choice'

usually she just tells us how useless we are
like seriously

AND.
i permed my hair! [;
im not supposed to wash my hair for a day,
but i went to play basketball then had to go home and shower
so the curls are not as obvious now
im supposed to put some wax thing to hold it in place,
which i shall try later

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY EVERYONE.
im totally looking forward to 7pm coming soon!

the weekend's here,
its still as busy as ever though
perhaps there will be some time left over
perhaps


france, never near enough.
come home soon.

GRPMATES

what else can i say?
i truly thank God for each and everyone of you
academic performance for the presentation is secondary to me
compared to the friendships forged

why do you build me up, (build me up) buttercup baby
just to let me down, and mess me around

and i wont forget you, oh yes you.
my groupmates

I know youve heard these words a hundred other times before.
And youve been hurting so your heart has chose to close the door.
Love broke your heart and brought you lies.
Look in my eyes, youll see a love thats deep and true.
Tender and strong and all for you.
You can trust this love
Honest, thats the honest truth

From the heart Im giving you everything, everything.
From the heart. I promise you that Ill be there.
Ill be there to love you.
From the soul Im showing you all I feel, all I feel is,
From the heart, from the heart.
I will protect you and respect you and be all you need.
And when you reach for love you only need to reach for me.
These arms will never let you down.
Theyre staying around.
Ill walk with you through every storm.
Ill keep you save Ill keep you warm.
And youll have no doubt.. youre the one Im living for.

Ill provide the love you need.
Just trust my touch, believe in me.
Ill never make you cry.
Give it all I got, with all Ive got inside.


sweet song isnt it,
sometimes, you wish reality was that simple

smart people speak from experience, smarter people, from experience, dont speak.

dont turn back and look for him
when he doesnt stop you from walking away

WHINE.

i think this week is the most un-fantastic week
on top of the fact that we have to come back to school everyday for project
when there are no classes

#1 i stepped on a snail yesterday and yes, i am very bothered
#2 i got to retake my medication after misinterpreting the doctors' instructions, then get scolded
#3 this morning i forgot to take my medication out, which means theres a lapse in my medication which is not good
#4 this morning i had super runny nose and no tissue. i solved that by making fabian go buy tissue for me
#5 one of my best friends is going through a rough time then i feel quite affected that shes so sad, i am going to try and cheer her up a bit!
#6 my five members team for IS is missing 3, leaving only dexter and me to do up the work, so we decided to forsake the part that needs 100 surveys done. and moving on.
#7 shuxian, shirley and rod are going for class and im going to wait for them to finish. which is about 2 hours.

i shall eventually become fossilised to the chair, perhaps someone will find me a million years from now and study what the human race is
it seems that the end of the world is going to come here and now
i rather it not though

reminds me of the show AI, artificial intelligence. touching show really.
i recall tearing at the end

i want a hug, like right now.
fly yourself back. NOW. :]