THOSE DAYS, WEAK

its one of those days that i have so much bad things on my mind
that i become numb to feeling upset about the bad things
like how i reviewed the past few days and feel that
i have so many areas to work on, so much support i perhaps may need
im not sure if there is any good news this week in store for me

usually when im upset i will go eat something good
i dont feel like doing that now, in fact i no longer really want to eat anything
i can just sit here the whole day staring at the window
my mind just a blank, thinking of nothing and remember nothing in particular

its one of those days where im not sure how long it will last
where im not sure even whether i want it to last
some people are willing to let themselves mop like this forever
sink into this pit that they themselves not want to get out from
i for one, am not sure where the line lies now

"'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel"