Wednesday, May 6, 2009

JACK OF ALL TRADES

i feel that im a jack of most trades
and a master of none
im not sure if i am happy being this way
that remains to be seen

my sentiments today include how much of a lousy week this is
and how my shoulders ache from carrying the accessories around
how the most little things in life can really ruin a day
transport, weather etc.

and i also believe that similarly there are so many little things
in life that makes a great difference in my day
getting to really rely on God in many aspects
where we cant fill up, He always does
and a short phone call from France

today i wondered if forgetting the past allows me
to move forward better,
past failures and hurts
today i wondered how to truly help people
leaving in them something that they can rely on for a lifetime
i guess, i can only do so much

this life has been faith building, i experienced loss, pain, separation
i also experienced new life, second chances, love
i cannot help and look back at the choices i made that carried me thus far
the wrong ones that seems etched into my mind
and the right ones that never fails to make me smile

today is just reminiscence.

And if tomorrow brings a lonely day
Here and now i know I haven't lived in vain
I'll cry my tears in the rain and if love never comes again
I can always say
I've been to paradise skies in your eyes

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