TRANCE

i have been staying at home everyday to save money AND

i think im suffering from staying at home for too long illness
today was awfully hot as usual
i would think at least 30degrees so i stayed in my living room
then i was so cooped up at home
i decided to go get a swim,
when i left home its like i was in some trance
i didnt know what i was doing entirely
on top that i was a bit dizzy perhaps cause of the heat

i was like stoning in the middle of the road
then i had to go like 'siying! wake up, and watch out for cars'
its like my body is doing what my head hasnt processed
just motion

i think its the irregular amounts of sleep
and the house
i felt better when i went out to swim,
ate dinner and came home

now i dont feel all that dazed.
its weird, truly
and i concluded i cannot be without anything to do
i shall go start doing some work
lest my brain comes to a standstill and cease to function

oh on a happier note!
theres sushi tomorrow with shirley, shu xian and guojun!
and a movie before that i think
awesome :D

and i fell asleep talking to God yesterday
and i wondered whats in store.