Tuesday, December 30, 2008

HOLIDAYS ENDING.

what is this,
i dont even remember the holiday starting and
i am already counting down to the new year
that is good and bad in alot of ways
good because time is flying even though
france is a million miles away
bad because next year is so uncertain!

my projects and resume,
i cannot understand my low level of productivity
and ive been at home everyday!
its already starting to make me sick
i cant believe i am saying this
but i think not getting out more is why the dodo bird died of a natural death
no one really remembers that advert
oh moving on!

i have to start doing work
work = projects and resume
still have to dig for my certs to self promote myself
what am i going to say?
team player? confident?
but i am not supposed to lie!

i will really kill myself if i dont get down to doing work soon
oh funny i had the thought of killing myself if i dont do work
but not just doing work like right now

my procrastinating skills has hit a whole new level
i can just tell from the way i am putting things off
and i cant have a new year resolution not to procrastinate
cause i will just procrastinate to fulfill that resolution

funny how that all sounds contradicting but make some sense at some point of time?
i have only been out twice this week!
-pats self on the back
im already going crazy.

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