i breathed in the smoky air.
and blew it out, all that cigarette taste in my mouth
oh how long have we fought, how many times
to just
believe, like it wont fail you
trust, like it wont betray you
love, like it wont leave you
because oh no they wont understand,
so why let them see you
the fear that rushes through veins
what do they know
how much you tried to hold on when someone else is letting go
i only want to sleep so much, sleeping too long would only mean
being too far from reality, and that gives too much hope
when you fight those voices in your head
do the people around you add to them? or fight them instead?
reassuring words you wont find repeating
cause its tiring to say
give yourself a pat on the back
and tell yourself everything's ok
everything's ok when life takes its toll
when everything seems pitch black
when you cant find the end of that rainbow
everything's ok when the person you love hurts you so
dear god, are you there tonight?
cause i really need you to hold me tight.
emotions mashed with writing
raw blogging
i think its not a bad prose. (:
i am starting to know how to express how i feel with my limited vocab.
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