SHARON'S BABY.

before i rush out and forget im supposed to post the picture

she just replied me in the email and said it was ok to put it up

so here you go

isnt he the cutest thing?

interview's later with a super long to do list

for the easter party tomorrow

i should really hull my ass to get started

my brain's finally in full function today

awesome. just awesome.

TESTS,

my entire world was words and more words this morning
the tests were hard, i guess
in a different way
there was the writing test in which i have to select the 5 out of 25 paragraphs
then edit them accordingly
the editing was awfully difficult

then there was the logistics test
it was more of lets say you have only 2 hours to complete
a certain amount of tasks, what will you prioritize first? and why?
the situational judgment test
was something along the lines of lets say you have a group of
foreign delegates but not enough hotel rooms then what do you do
there are a few options so you rank them the ones you think
its more likely to work, and the ones you think is ineffective
it was fun actually, esp the personality test
i was shading away at break neck speed cause i was so sure about the answers
there were things like 'i laugh easily'
and i shaded strongly agree immediately

my life is changing as we speak
and among all that is changing
there are things that remain unchanged
for that sometimes im thankful

you might have heard this before, let me refresh your memory
'God, grant me the courage to change the things i can,
the serenity to accept the things i cannot change
and the wisdom to know the difference'

many of us lack that wisdom to know the difference
me included
and somehow when you know that there is a higher power
then all the burdens get lifted some way or another

sometimes we fight too hard and too long to try and change the things we cannot
and leaving alone all the things we can make a difference in
interview for the PR intern tomorrow
its only a three months work period
i wonder how much experience i can gain

oh and ms sharon has gave birth!
yes, our like im sorta pregnant teacher and
she just sent me the pictures
let me ask her permission to see if i can put up her boy's photo
for the whole world to marvel at how cute he is

stay tuned.

OH HOW LUCKY

no one needs another person to live the rest of their lives
because we were all alone to begin with

today, i give thanks.
not only to the people who have been so ever present in my life so far
i understood the sentence how we all dont miss the water
till the well runs dry
or did i?

what does it mean to really cherish someone?
is it to be waiting here for him?
or is it to be holding so ever tightly never letting go?
for me, its to really just give thanks always
that he is around, healthy and well
and also to give thanks when hes not around
because i know that our God is watching over him always

some people i know hold on cause they dont know how to let go
or they hold on not because they cherish this special someone
but rather they dont want to be alone
one after another, they never cease to dig out the 'perfect one'
its as if they were looking for gold

there is no mr or miss right
there is only a person who is willing to give you the rest of his life
committed to the relationship always and forever
placing his heart in your hands, trusting you with it
with this heart he also gives you the million other opportunities that
he could have given this heart to anyone else

we live in an insane world
to find someone you can grow old together is a blessing
to be always in and out of relationships
spending time, effort and money even to sustain something that
you didnt set out with an end goal in the first place
is so heart wrenching

someone asked me if i died the next second
will i regret that i wasnt in the arms of someone i love
or not even seeing that person at all

then what if you died the next second,
knowing the King of kings and the Lord of lords died for someone like you
someone in this world, on this earth
has gave you an entire heart
placed his in your hands always and forever.

im thankful for His heart, and yours.
thank you.

there is fragility in life
one second we are alive, one second we may just be gone
so look back now and remember
the people who have come and gone in our lives
who came abruptly or left the same way

most importantly, remember the person who gave
you his heart.
his one and only heart, for the one and only you.

IVE GOT IT, my E63 [:

there are still alot on my mind
none of it related to job finding

and i changed number everyone
this time its for good
im kinda lazy to text everyone in my phone
so i shall attempt to let as many people know by msn as possible [:


i can only pray.

E65

there a promotion for this phone! E65
and its like sooo cheap.
im considering

i do have so much on my mind and heart i want to tell
and i really just dont know where to start
my heart feels heavy and my mind is blank
i lie on my bed and i just cannot sleep
church is at 8.30 tomorrow.

i shall go try and lie now
i predict, it will be another sleepless night
of just thinking
of nothing much at all.

OH HELLO.

its like being back in school.

Dear Si Ying

Thank you for your interest in our Ministry and congratulations on being shortlisted for our selection process for the post of Foreign Service Administration Specialist.

Our selection process consists of 2 stages.
Stage 1 of the selection process consists of the following 4 assessments:
(a) Writing Skills Test
(b) Logistical Skills Test
(c) Situational Judgement Test
(d) Personality Test

and what in the world is a situational judgement test
or a logistical skills test
id probably fail that one, logic dont really exist in my world
would the situational judgement test be like
1. if a robber were to ask you for your life or money, what will you do? x]

my visit to the doctors today was coupled
with just more bitter medicine
i think she hates me
cant say im in love with her either

my room is in an entire mess
i have never seen it so messy before
oh well, as long as i can find the things i need
i mean, lets not be too strict with life aye
you can smell my laziness from here

maybe tomorrow maybe
now you can smell my procastination skills

i fell asleep in the afternoon again!
this is disgusting, the weather was so hot
i was in a sauna called my living room


all it took was the aircon, my bed
and how am i going to sleep tonight?
grr.

TRANSFORMATION - LONG POST.

hello fellow earthlings!
i was just chewing on the first chapter of a book
Daryl sponsored before he flew

and i must say, its pretty awesome
blows your mind away really.

interview today was good
i was offered but i declined
the conditions are just, inhuman.
to me at least.

CALL ME TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL.
i mean, to tell me i got an interview for the
social work assistant.