FRIENDSHIP

friendships like other relationships
should be carefully maintained to produce fruits

its only reasonable that some people longer to trust another person
and only reasonable that trust may not be mutual

pouring trust, love and faith into any relationship
at any point, is tiring.
friendship is not a one way highroad and must be
constantly renewed with honesty, openness and trust.

dont hide in a shell behind the protective material
because that will just make you unable to withstand storms
as you learn how to come out of that shell
slowly, you will also learn how to fight the strong winds that
may blow you off

some of course, are contented to just stay in there forever
and like nothing they have as they came,
nothing they will take away as they leave

nothing.

TIME

back from lunch and downed two bottles of yakult
so many chapters to clear, i had better start now

cell group's later and after that
i wanted to go stroll a bit in town alone
im helpless am i

no sense of urgency AT ALL

LIFE.

life is like that sometimes
you make choices, you get consequences
just like you choose to go deposit money
you have to face the consequence of leaving ALL
the notes you are studying for monday's paper
at the atm machine

HOW CAN I PLUG THE HOLE OF ABSENTMINDEDNESS IN MY BRAINS?
im disgusted at myself
was i sleep walking yesterday?

to think i reminded myself when i deposited the money that i left a file
at the top of the machine

i lost my little mermaid ring, which i liked super
while it was still on my finger
now my file

i cant be more angry with myself.
i cant really whine to anyone who would listen
so i guess i shall
really
truly
go eat my lunch right now.

RUN WITH THE HORSES

Life is difficult, Jeremiah.
are you going to quit at the first wave of opposition?
are you going to retreat when you find that there's more to life
than finding three meals a day and a dry place to sleep at night?
are you going to run home the minute you discover that the mass of
men and women are more interested in keeping their feet warm
than living at the risk of the glory of God?

are you going to live cautiously or courageously?
i called you to live at your best,
to pursue righteousness,
to sustain a drive toward excellence

it is easier, i know, to be neurotic
it is easier to be parasitic
it is easier to relax in the embracing arms of The Average

Easier, but not better
easier, but not more significant
easier, but not more fulfilling

i called you to a life of purpose far beyond what you think
yourself capable of living and promised you adequate strength
to fulfill your destiny

if you are fatigued by this run-of-the-mill crowd
of apathetic mediocrities,

what will you do when the real race starts?
the race with swift and determined horses of excellence?

what is it you really want, Jeremiah?
do you want to shuffle along with this crowd,
or run with the horses?

RELATIONSHIPS

many enter a relationship with the opposite sex
without an end in mind,
do the maths and one will come to know that the relationship
will have no direction

should one dont have the end in mind,
the relationships may likely end in heartbreaks
why risk your heart?
think slowly and carefully about what you want in the opposite sex

and
never ever get together for the sake of getting together
im seeing it more an more often
when the strong wind blows, the foundation of the relationship will rock
its after all, based on nothing permanent at all


friends, come and go
but its heart warming to always know that no matter how far or how close
you are to your friends at any point of time
some friends are truly there always

you can meet friends you havent had for a long time
but still be able to bare your heart and soul
cause you trust them

sure everyone will have to grow up, mature
have families, yet its doesnt mean that one will lose friends
because true relationships
can withstand the trial of time



and im sure ours will [:

MULTIPLYING.

my anti-virus just told me i have 55 viruses.
so not only the virus is a bitch,
its having puppies.

like shit.
randomly, i want to buy a CD,
or a ticket to france.

A CHOICE.

read this off shengming's blog!
and i truly believe in what our teacher said

finally our favourite marco/micro economics
teacher say something we wont forget.
'growing old is not a choice,
growing up is a choice'

usually she just tells us how useless we are
like seriously

AND.
i permed my hair! [;
im not supposed to wash my hair for a day,
but i went to play basketball then had to go home and shower
so the curls are not as obvious now
im supposed to put some wax thing to hold it in place,
which i shall try later

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY EVERYONE.
im totally looking forward to 7pm coming soon!

the weekend's here,
its still as busy as ever though
perhaps there will be some time left over
perhaps


france, never near enough.
come home soon.